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Melancholy

i dont know if the rest of you guys feel this way like i do, like,

 when im having so much fun during the day with my friends or my loved ones, then slowly i start to feel that its getting less hotter and it starts to get darker, starts getting more orangey.. i realize that the sun is actually setting already and it hits you that the day is bout to end. and you have to think about tomorrow. maybe think about work, think about school.abt homework.projects. assignments, exams..think about the real life.

hmm.. like how one would feel on a sunday.. and the next day, its no longer the weekends and you have to get back to the corporate life. 

or like when u get a long ass school holiday and today is the last day of it..

like having the blues.. 

its kinda strange at that point when the sun sets and u know the day is ending, it reminds you that you have to get back to work the next day, it gives you the blues, anxiety, you get nervous thinking about tomorrow

but at the EXACT point!!!, its so nice when the sun is setting.. its not hot..the weather is perfect.. when you feel the sun rays on your skin, its so so comforting.!!. its so pleasant..

idk if you guys get me..haha.. =D

but is there anyone that feels like this too.???.!!.

ive been in those situations many times..when i was a kid and im in the playground with my friends and the sun starts to set and im suddenly struck by the thought of school the next day.!!.

or when im with my loved ones and just as the sun sets,its so pleasant spending it with my loved ones, but then.!!!.it fucking reminds me that tomorrow i have to catch a fucking flight to leave singapore to nepal for good leaving everyone and everything..!!,, argh..horrible feeling..!!. i just wish that, that moment wouldnt end..but it always does

SIGH....